New Place!

I am moved in! Yay! My third residnce since moving out of my parents house and so... I bought my first piece of real furnature... a tv stand. lol. The place looks awsome! Ok not so much the place as it is how the place looks with us in it. It's quite messy, as we just moved in yesterday. I won't get to do any more unpacking or anything else untill sat afternoon or maybe even sunday so my room is gona be messy for quite a while. The bow flex is also in my room... ya... um I think I may have to arrange to put it in Joshauas storage for him.... And the VIEW!!! Every morning we get to wake up to this pond! and the trees and the ducks and oh so sweet. It almost reminds me of sleeping at liberty.... *smiles* except sleeping here is a lot warmer this time of year.. lol :) I am having mood swings with a vengance. During the course of a day I am happy sad, semi suisidal, angry, and empty. Some days I am over all happy, some days I over all feel like crap, but nothing too bad. I don't know if things are looking up, but things definatly aren't looking down. :) I have decided that I need to do some non serious dating. Just go have some fun romancing someone. Keep it light and friendly, well I think I still need to wait a while before I actually go looking for a date, still need to settle down and recover a bit. Still plan to stay single, I think I just need to have some kind of out let for all my "romantic energy". Just a little something to get me out of the house and feel good. Not too often, maybe one or two times a month just enough to keep my "skills" from getting "rusty" lol. I am also reconsidering joining the army. It would make me some good money and get me a good reference for a nice job as a "glorified security guard" with the Salt Lake County Police Department. It would be about what I am doing now, but for the state, and with benifets. The biggest risk involved would be death. I would most likely end up in the middle east right after joining so.... But if there is one thing I am proficent at, much to my dismay, its fighting. I can shoot well enough and I am good at combat menuvers. I think I could last long enough to get in and out with out too much injury. Well we shall see. I have been kinda back and forth about it for the last two years now so its either time to stop considering it and move on or to just do it. It is qute tempting.... Well back to work..