on the edge.

It is one of those days when every moment feels like your going to start crying. I was going to have today off work, owing to veterans day. However, they 'asked' me to cover a shift. Where you might ask. None other then at teleperformance. It brings back memories of the good times with M. It makes me want to cry thinking about it. I can't stand thinking that I will never have another good memorie about her. It stings to think that every good bad or indifferent day with her is over. I can't break down right now. I have been holding off on that for weeks now, but untill I have the time I just can't afford to. I need to get my mind on to something else... oh look the news paper....